Just Someone ORDINARY

I do not like the way people look at me

I see how they despise me because I’m weak

I see their souls scorching to eat mine.

I see what they see but everyone’s disguised.

I tried clumping myself together

as the blood in my veins try to boil

Is my end sooner than I thought?

Because If so, I’ll thank He

for my sufferings will end

I cannot be more miserable than how I am right now

The pain I’m feeling sips dow to my spine as it chills my soul

My heart, my mind, my corrupted being hates

hates a lot more than the sum of the world’s pain

I am extremely mad

and it crushes me.